Not Our War- Chapter 12 (GermanyxItaly) FINAL1947Not Our War- Chapter 12 (GermanyxItaly) FINAL by Illusionsdreamsfan
Feliciano decided the dreams were the worst part.
They were so vivid, so horribly, beautifully vivid. Ludwig would be with him, gentle and kind and wonderful and it was so terribly, horribly happy.
Then he would wake up.
Another thing he decided- the dreams were the best part, because at least there Ludwig was with him.
The dreams themselves were bliss. Ludwig was there and close to him and it was so warm and at least there he felt something. He would dream forever if he could. However, they always ended, and he woke from a dream to a nightmare. He was always alone and cold and Ludwig wasn’t there. Ludwig wouldn’t ever be there.
In the beginning, he tried to remember. He’d lie for a long while after he awoke and try to remember every second, every word, every touch he’d ever shared with Ludwig. His scent, how gentle his arms were, how perfect their few kisses were. Hours after he had awoken he would finally drag himself out from under the covers and
Not Our War- Chapter 11 (GermanyxItaly)The first thing Feliciano noticed was the pulsing pain in his head.Not Our War- Chapter 11 (GermanyxItaly) by Illusionsdreamsfan
He opened his eyes slowly. Everything was blurry and spinning. He stared up at the ceiling coming in and out of focus above him. A face entered his vision. He waited for his sight to clear and saw a woman with dark curls and light eyes looking worriedly down at him.
His head was pounding. He couldn’t think straight.
Everything blurred again, and his consciousness slowly slipped away until it was dark and thoughtless once more.
They were muted, like he heard them from far off. They were low, comforting. Was he dreaming?
But no, this wasn’t right. Something was missing. How had he gotten here?
The nothingness warped and lit up, focusing into a blurry image of a woman looking down at him. The voices merged into one.
His vision began clearing. He could see the woman now. “Elizaveta?”
She shook her head. “Clara.”
She was much older. Her h
Not Our War- Chapter 10 (GermanyxItaly)The sun had set a while back. Elizaveta had been gone for nearly an hour. Feliciano kept fidgeting in his chair, unable to keep still. He had to know the outcome of their meeting. Did Elizaveta trust him? Would they be able to save Roma? He needed to know. They were taking too long.Not Our War- Chapter 10 (GermanyxItaly) by Illusionsdreamsfan
Antonio was sitting near him. He had been reading something in Lovino’s notebook the entire time, a small smile upon his face. He would occasionally glance at the clock nearby with a more serious expression, but for the most part he was absorbed in whatever Lovino wrote him.
Feliciano tried to busy himself by looking around the room. It had a few chairs and appeared to be a sitting room of sorts. It was so bare of decorations it was difficult to tell. The whole room looked hastily put together, as if it was only for temporary residence. The walls were painted white and the wood on the floors was an orange-brown color, hardly polished.
He wondered how she managed to buy a house here. Both her Italian a
Will RP As:
~Any character from an anime I am familiar with
Animes I've Seen:
~Black Butler (Kuroshitsuji)
~Ouran High School Host Club
~Baka and Test
In the Process of Watching:
~Attack on Titan
~Nabari no Ou
~Le Chevalier D'Eon
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