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Whenever I ty to submit a picture from my phone, my internet crashes... It's getting really annoying as I've tried several times to submit the one picture.
  • Mood: Hopeless
**IGNORE IF YOU WANT**

Feeling like a piece of crap right now. I was watching a show about people who have changed their gender (transgendered if you prefer, don't wanna offend anyone), and it's made me rethink some stuff. Most of them had felt they were the wrong gender when they were kids. I've only felt a little unsure since last year. Now I feel like my mom may be right and it's just a phase, but deep down I still disagree. But compared to the people on the show, I had a fairly "correct"(?) gender identity. Always knew I was a girl, played with girl toys, dressed in girl clothes, hung out with girls, etc. But I also did lots of "boy things" too, which gives me a little pause. But back then I never thought about being a guy, and now I feel really strongly about it. Which is confusing me even more. I feel like some weird in-between freak who doesn't belong in either gender. I don't fit in with guys or girls, though I tend to get along better with guys. And to top it all off, my 5 month-old kitten died last week, which has severely brought my mood down. Depression from that plus depression and confusion from my gender crisis makes me want to curl up on the couch and never do anything ever again.

**Some advice would really be helpful...
  • Mood: Tired
Well I've started babysitting for a neighbor, $10 for the two hours I'm there. Hopefully I'll be able to save up for a new tablet so I can get creative with my drawings again. Of course there's the problem of my computer being broken.... But I'll cross that bridge when I get there.
  • Mood: Neutral
Haven't posted anything in a while because I mostly have unfinished sketches that I haven't bothered to work on. Also my tablet is being defective again, but this time I haven't been able to fix it. Thinking I might need a new tablet... But anyway, I shall now post links to some music I enjoy listening to/interesting music videos. I'm a big Coldplay fan, so yeah, that'll probably make up most of it.

Interesting Videos:
www.youtube.com/watch?v=h3pJZS… -Coldplay: Strawberry Swing (Very impressive chalk drawing skills :))
www.youtube.com/watch?v=uJ_1HM… -Vance Joy: Riptide (Probably the most literal music video I've ever seen)
www.youtube.com/watch?v=C8KV0m… -Coldplay: Hurts Like Heaven (Cool animation)

Beautiful Songs
www.youtube.com/watch?v=yKNxeF… -Coldplay: Yellow (Their first song, I believe. I know it was written before they were a more popular band. This one makes me cry sometimes.)
www.youtube.com/watch?v=kcASPx… -Coldplay: Trouble
www.youtube.com/watch?v=b-snQW… -Coldplay: Us Against the World
www.youtube.com/watch?v=qfFvOt… -Jesper Kyd: Ezio's Family from Assassin's Creed 2 (This is a really lovely song. It is only part of a video game soundtrack, but it still manages to be quite wonderful. The impact is even better when you've actually played the game.)

Fast-Paced Songs
www.youtube.com/watch?v=jrxI_e… -Bowling for Soup: High School Never Ends (Very relatable, especially for those out of high school...)
www.youtube.com/watch?v=htY2Ry… -Bryan Tyler: Can You Dig It (Part of Iron Man 3 end credits)
www.youtube.com/watch?v=HvIPtR… -Veltpunch: Crawl (Full song theme of Nabari no Ou (This one makes me feel light and happy when I listen to it. The video's odd, but I enjoy the songs, though I unfortunately am unable to understand Japanese ^^;)
www.youtube.com/watch?v=F1L5zJ… -Frank Turner: Recovery
www.youtube.com/watch?v=n1O9X0… -Coldplay: Major Minus (This song is not referencing real life, but the dystopian society in the Mylo Xyloto comics that fit along with the songs on the album. Not particularly fast, but I didn't want to make a new category for one song.)
www.youtube.com/watch?v=1Judtk… -Jesper Kyd: Assassin's Creed 4 Black Flag main theme (More AC soundtrack music... Can't help it. I love the games, and the wonderful soundtracks really pull them together. Technically fast-paced since it picks up towards the middle, but anyway...)

Yeah, not much diversity... I did warn that I was a big Coldplay fan though. Also I'm kind of boring and don't listen to a ton of different music. Really not into that many popular songs since a lot of them are crap anyway. Just some music I listen to. I love it all, but if you don't, that's fine.
AC II: Leonardo by PhantomhiveForever48
AC II: Leonardo
I said I would do it, and I did. So hooray, I guess... Leonardo da Vinci, in Assassin's Creed 2. Not much to say really besides the fact that after I finished, I saw a slightly older drawing I did of this (same linework) and it looked pretty lame compared to this.

Leonardo da Vinci (c) himself?/Assassin's Creed franchise?
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  • Mood: Hopeless
**IGNORE IF YOU WANT**

Feeling like a piece of crap right now. I was watching a show about people who have changed their gender (transgendered if you prefer, don't wanna offend anyone), and it's made me rethink some stuff. Most of them had felt they were the wrong gender when they were kids. I've only felt a little unsure since last year. Now I feel like my mom may be right and it's just a phase, but deep down I still disagree. But compared to the people on the show, I had a fairly "correct"(?) gender identity. Always knew I was a girl, played with girl toys, dressed in girl clothes, hung out with girls, etc. But I also did lots of "boy things" too, which gives me a little pause. But back then I never thought about being a guy, and now I feel really strongly about it. Which is confusing me even more. I feel like some weird in-between freak who doesn't belong in either gender. I don't fit in with guys or girls, though I tend to get along better with guys. And to top it all off, my 5 month-old kitten died last week, which has severely brought my mood down. Depression from that plus depression and confusion from my gender crisis makes me want to curl up on the couch and never do anything ever again.

**Some advice would really be helpful...

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Will RP As:
~Any character from an anime I am familiar with

Animes I've Seen:
~Black Butler (Kuroshitsuji)
~Fruits Basket
~Ouran High School Host Club
~XXXHolic
~Soul Eater
~Shuffle
~Baka and Test
~Hetalia
~Princess Jellyfish
~Blue Exorcist

In the Process of Watching:
~Attack on Titan
~Nabari no Ou
~Le Chevalier D'Eon

*WARNING: CRAZY YAOI FANGIRL*

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Random Tidbits (if you're interested)

Fave Quote: All I can do is be me. Whoever that is. -Bob Dylan
Favorite activity: Drawing, duh! :D
Favorite food: Sushi!!! :sushi:
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:iconhowmanydragons:
HowManyDragons Featured By Owner Oct 3, 2014
Thanks for the +fav on my dragon sculpture! There are many more in my gallery, if you'd like to take a look. :) (Smile)
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PhantomhiveForever48 Featured By Owner Oct 3, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
Yes, I've seen them around. They're very cute :aww:

Sorry for the late reply, I've been out all day
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MissPretzel Featured By Owner Sep 30, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Thank you for the watch! Llama Emoji-05 (Flower Sparkles) [V1] 
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PhantomhiveForever48 Featured By Owner Sep 30, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
No problem :aww: Thanks for the llama :)
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MissPretzel Featured By Owner Sep 30, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
You're welcome hehe
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seika Featured By Owner Sep 12, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
thanks for the llama! :iconllama-plz:
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PhantomhiveForever48 Featured By Owner Sep 13, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
No problem :meow:
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Illusionsdreamsfan Featured By Owner Sep 6, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
Thank you for the favorite! I really appreciate it. :heart:
I love your username. Black Butler is a great anime.
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PhantomhiveForever48 Featured By Owner Sep 6, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
No problem, your writing is wonderful :) And thank you :D
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Illusionsdreamsfan Featured By Owner Sep 7, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
:heart::heart:
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theresahelmer Featured By Owner Aug 25, 2014  Professional Photographer
Thank you so much for adding me to your watch list, i am utterly flattered :heart: ~Theresa
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PhantomhiveForever48 Featured By Owner Aug 25, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
Not a problem. Your photography is very good, and your food looks amazing :) Thank you as well for the llama.
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Guava-Pie Featured By Owner Aug 22, 2014  Hobbyist
Thank you so much for the fave<3 I hope you have a wonderful day! La la la la 
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PhantomhiveForever48 Featured By Owner Aug 22, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
Welcome! Thank you for the faves as well :D
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Noamy Featured By Owner Aug 10, 2014  Student General Artist
Thank you for the Fave :3
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PhantomhiveForever48 Featured By Owner Aug 17, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
Welcome :)

(Sorry for the late reply, have been on vacation with no internet access for weeks...)
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Noamy Featured By Owner Aug 17, 2014  Student General Artist
:3

It's no problem :)
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arsidoas Featured By Owner Jul 26, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
Thanks for the Llama. :)
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PhantomhiveForever48 Featured By Owner Jul 27, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
No problem. Thank you for the llama as well :D
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kiramaru7 Featured By Owner Jul 21, 2014
Thanks for the fave! :hug:
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PhantomhiveForever48 Featured By Owner Jul 21, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
No problem :)
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kiramaru7 Featured By Owner Jul 21, 2014
:D
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TatsuyaKuroda Featured By Owner Jul 11, 2014  Student General Artist
I know I'm late but thanks a lot for faving 'APH-Faith'!<3
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PhantomhiveForever48 Featured By Owner Jul 11, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
Oh no problem :)
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auntElisa Featured By Owner Jul 9, 2014
Thank you for the fav ^^
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